SMOOVEE 

#PAUSE .
Why niggas out here be wildin for the littlest ounce of respect from their peers ? Are we not considered to be young adults, who can make decisions for ourselves ? So why do GUYS continuously take it upon themselves to prove their manhood, or how much they don't give a fuck to the people around them ? 

Dom calls my phone, and texts me all hours of the day and night "you up?" ,"wyd" ? ALL hours ! Do I consider him someone to have potential ? Hell no ! But I do believe him to have money, trife on my part yes but I'm a broke college student running through her 3rd refund check ,  like nice things too. Anyway he stays in NY only a hop, skip and a jump away from the DMV . I entertain him when he calls, or texts at times, partly because I'm transitioning from a dead end relationship and another part is for the attention. 

This morning I get on facebook to find a really beautiful girl that went to my high school to prove my point to Bonnie and Renny , somehow I ended up on his page only to find this: "wifey aka biq daddy here hackinn this shit ♥ just stoppinn by too saay i love you : bitchess fall bak ! Hes mine O914 :))" <<<<<<--------- THAT ! I'm not even upset because he's a nigga with funds to me nothing more, I'm just annoyed like shit because my nigga is pouring all this attention into me when he has a girl who obviously loves him, even in the tackiest fashion its obvy this girl has a great amount of feelings for him. Being the person that I am of course I had to like the status  maybe that'll give him the hint NOT to hmu anymore .The disrespect NIGGAS,( yes this one is a nigga) shell out to us is disgusting . If you have a female willing to do everything for you, loyal as fuck and puts NO other male before you do you not believe you should give her the same respect she gives you ? "Wifey" all on twitter talkin bout "bitches fall back , he mine." when HER man blowin MY phone up, talkin bout "can I be ya valentine ?" and callin me askin can we talk . TALK TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND ! 


Wifey is a thrown around expression created by black youth to show a females status in a relationship. She may be wifey, but side chick, boo thang, and slore comes with the term as well. If anything wifey is the most blind, and deceived than all of the girls "beneath" her because everything she doesn't know they ALL do, them , and everyone else who knows or who has heard of HER man .

Remember Goon ? yeah well he's back to talking to every "bitch" that he was frontin on since summer and ignoring me . Again, its cool but after dealing with him, Adam, Ramsey, Hollister and Holliday I've come to realize if you leave they asses alone for a little while niggas always wonder whose dick your on if your no longer on theirs . Guys like them make me terrified of relationships because I never want to be that oblivious to whats happening right under my fucking nose . Love is blinding and shit definitely gets real , problem is when shit is proven to be right in front of us we choose to ignore it , for fear of being hurt and alone. I'm tired of that shit . I was just telling La that I'm celibate now, he laughed of course but I'm sticking to my word...and yes I know celibacy means no head either "sighs" but fuck it i'm willing to do just that. Next time I have sex with a guy, he WILL be mine, and I won't have to worry about him calling me later or rushing to put his clothes on . He won't be fucking anyone but me and trust will be apart of our foundation.I refuse to continue to constantly wonder who the person I'm fucking with is fucking , or if I should txt him first , because I don't want to seem like a bother .

And in case you muthafuckas didn't know flirting on twitter is emotional cheating ! It doesn't matter if you knew the girl/boy or not . I'm tired of hearing "their just twitter slores" as a fucking excuse . I'm sticking to my word, celibacy, and I'm not just throwing the title around because the shit sounds good . I'm doing this for me, and my self respect.




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