By Smoovee
I've never been the type to have a lot of friends, especially females being that I'm what some may perceive as antisocial. But in all honesty I'm just very hesitant and shy around a lot of people before I'm able to make myself comfortable. I went to Ashley's birthday dinner tonight , to help her celebrate her 19th . Me, Ash, Chaz , her two guy friends, and Taj attended .  I'll admit I was skeptical of going because although Taj and I aren't beefing, we still aren't on speaking terms, but since my love for Ashley outweighed my petty dispute I decided to attend .
I mean its not like I hate Taj'lada because I could never hate so

I've nmeone I was once so close to , I just can't trust her ass. I'll always love her, and even miss her friendship at times, but the trust thing is totally out of the window. This summer we were ALL so close , "we" being Me, Taj ,Zu, and Sabriah or Slimm, Scarlett, Suzie and Slickk as we were called, self proclaimed of course. These girls and I were practically living together just a few short months ago , and then shit got real . Backstabbing, lies, fights, and of course guys ruined our supposedly sacred friendship. These bitches made my summer what it was...memorable. From the fiery rants and vents I had on Holliday, to the twitter beefs with goon one if not all was in the middle of it or at least on the other end of the phone line listening to me pour out my side of the story.

Not everyone knows how to be a friend I get that , but wtf try bitch ! The reason why some can't be trusted is for the simple fact that "what they do to others they can easily do to you." I was a friend, and with all the shit that happened I chose to stay friends with each of them...Slickk went MIA *shrugs* it happens, Scarlett just talks too much and has a different best friend every week shit makes you wonder if she tellin my business to her new buddy of the month and Suzie...well she's still my bitch . But I guess it was always broken in half we were the "other side" and fuck it... I'm cool with it cuz the other other side need to watch the company they keep...within each other . Don't trust too hard, unless you BOTH are willing to say how you really feel about each other .

I'm not bitter that shit didn't go as planned in our friendship and I don't know how they feel but all the memories we made I wouldn't erase . We went through a lot together in the short two months of summer and I learned a lot about life, and the female species more than I ever knew. You guys taught me both how to be a friend and how to dick over a friend. Shit happens . I wish all of you the best and regardless of our circumstances I still love you guys . FLS . *throws up sign*