I cannot seem to get away from these species. It seems like broke, bummy, pothead niggas are the main ones attracted to me and it's honestly getting EXTREMELY disappointing. I have a low tolerence for bullshit when it comes to boys, I can't hide shit. Like at all... it's almost like I take a L everytime I try to be nice and get to know the person. I tell myself "Bonnie.. don't judge. Give him a chance. Karmas a bitch" then I get totally turned off and it's all downhill. I guess the only answer I have now is to be completely rude and disrespectful until someone locks this shit down. Let's take a trip into my current events....
Smoove takes me on a wingman adventure. I oblige cause shes feeling shorty and you know that's my nigga so I expect her to do the same thing for me when the time comes along. Please tell me why it was a total dubb from the fucking begg. We had to lie to a nigga to get us over there, the first thing the nigga I was supposed to entertain asks me to do is "Get 2 Rellos" .. *pause* Now if you know me, you know I will never ever ever ever ever under no circumstances break bread over NO nigga. Ever. Unless he's my nigga or unless I'm catching feelings. We were already in front of shortys crib so I didn't want to cause a scene or create havoc so I politely said "No."
We get into the house and we're directed to this smoke infested basement. I'm not boujee but I don't smoke. Not by choice, but because I don't know how and I'm waiting on ONE person to teach me. Were chillin and they start watching videos on the computer. I mean it's all cool cause we're chillin but I know Smoove is tryna get some cuddly wuddly time with her mans, so I attempt at least to move away from her and go closer to the friend. I lay down on the arm of the chair & it's like this nigga has the audcacity to lay his head on my arm. In my head I'm contemplating on all the rude ways to swiftly move and make him bump his head but of course ARIELLE trumped BONNIE & I decided to be kind....
I'm under the covers and I feel a cold ass hand creeping up my leg. The fuck ? How rude ? I don't even fuck with you like that. I'm trying to be nice and not ruin this for Smoove by showing my ass so I tell him that his hands are cold as a subtle hint to get the fuck off of me. Of course, it didn't register.
Niggas are inconsiderate. Even if we were talking or on that level if youre touching me and I say that your hands are cold and it's uncomfortable wouldn't that tell you to get off of me ? Am IIIIII the crazy one for assuming this would register in his brain ? Time flies by and I sneakily text EB to hurry and come get us. Turns out Smoove was doing the same thing as well. For different reasons, I suppose. EB (our ride) finally arrives and I know Smoove wants a little pivate time with her mans so I am FORCED to be alone with her niggas homie. I knew this was going to go downhill. We got to the outdoor entrance & it's dark as fuck. Im stumbling over shit on the floor and when I get to the door I try to give him a church hug. It turns into a "Snudda" hug. He's not my Snudda guys. It then turns into a nigga grazing my waist and gripping my ass. I made a twirling motion & proceeded to walk out the door.
"We gotta do this again.. Most deff...Ima call you aight?"
Instead of expressing myself right then & there my fake ass says "uh huh bet." Knowing DAMN WELL ... that was the last time I was ever gonna speak words unto him. He's been texting and calling but I'm on the Curving movement.
I'm the farthest thing away from a prude, but I really just don't like niggas touchin me like that. It was the first time we ever saw each other & we only talked a couple times before then. Why did you think it was okay ? Why ? Am I the only female who thinks like this ?
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